| i am worried worrying that u won't call me tomorrow. that will give me an excuse for not calling you forever, you know? been thinking about you today. know not what i can do to keep our relationship...perhaps nothing; i have no idea. i just want to hear you quietly, on what you think, how you feel, to share you happiness, sadness, ups-and-downs in life or whatever it is about you. sometimes i can tell myself to accept the fact that you have changed and will never be the one i used to know. but the old you is always in my mind despite the changes you have now. however, on the other hand, i cannot think that way. i want you be there beside me, care for me, hug me, like what you used to do when i feel blue and lonely. worrying that i won't be doing well in the CE. i so much want to have confidence in GOD that he always have a great plan for me. but, it's hard sometimes, to rely on God on everything. Lord, I need your strength and wisdom. I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy- myself. Make me wise so that I could understand the things hidden in every leaf and rock which you have taught my people. Help me never forget how your son Jesus Christ died for us and cleansed our sin. We know you are a God of love grace. Let us know that we are not alone because you are always ready to help us and listen to our words. Increase my faith in you so that I am not worried about anything as you are the master of our lives. Help the F5 and F7 students of my school to concentrate on the work we should do, guide us when we find things difficult to learn, so that we can use our results not only to make effort for the good name of our school, but also glorify your name. I pray all these in Jesus' name. Amen! |
